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Saturday, May 3, 2014
Last blogged @ 6:23 AM Sometimes, all it takes is a little appreciation. I know it's not easy to open up your eyes to what is not obvious, but the least you could is to try to understand why things are the way they are. Read this. Understand this. Remember this. Then maybe next time you'll think twice before you start acting like an ass with me. First of all, Happy Birthday To You. Despite being one of the very few who remembered your birthday, It's amazing how I can go unnoticed. One whole week, all I've been doing is go sneaking around asking the same few people who matters so much to you to come out and make this a nice intimate yet wonderful celebration. But guess what? One group turned it down, but of course with a good reason, which we managed to reschedule for a belated birthday surprise. But another group, just turned it down. And because I have been sneaking around behind you so that your surprise doesn't get ruined, you don't know any of this. There was only one group who was in with me on this, we tried to make things work, we had a plan and thought it would all go well. But of course, something else had to happen. And I will admit that was my fault for not remembering. But what other days do I have to choose from when you're too busy making plans for yourself. It's funny how even after so many rejections you still bother to sit around and wait for a miracle to happen. Well guess what? If people truly cared about your birthday, you wouldn't be the one making the plans. Just sayin. I know there are things that I am not entitled to say, according to you. But of course when I feel that my effort has gone unnoticed and to make things worst, you believe that I'm making this day out as mine, there is not a single truth that I am not allowed to say. Pardon me for saying this, but I may not have been surrounded by the best of human beings. Some might even call them monsters, but at the end of the day they always know when I just want to be with them. You can go ahead and be all egoistic and ignorant towards the fact that I am probably the ONLY person in the world who actually feels bad that you're not having the best day. By all means, please, if it makes you feel so much better then how about you call yourself a cab and be on your way to wherever you'd rather be right now. Don't worry, I think I'll get used to this. And it has become clearer now, I was never first on your list of important people. No offence taken. It's okay. I'll just go make myself some dinner and enjoy whatever's left of this Saturday with my little boy. After all, it doesn't matter whether or not I eat or if I die. Tak reti lah nak terhegeh-hegeh. kalau orang tak ingat kite, kite nak ingat orang buat ape kan. p/s: There will come a time when you'll actually know what it feels like to be truly ALONE on your birthday. And I wish you all the best. *I've been getting complaints of the house being dirty and messy and all, so despite being so pregnant and aching everywhere I still pushed stuff around, swept and mopped the floor. Sorry I couldn't clean it spotless. It's almost impossible to even stand up when every 5 minutes you feel your womb falling, making it hard to walk. But again, you wouldn't know that. So yes, Sorry.
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